Bitchslapping Brownie Bhudda.

Aside from the weather report saying I can expect almost an entire week of rain (which means sadly, due to the lack of jobs for anyone under 40 in this city and me having a guitar means I can expect little to no cash this week) singleness is really getting to me.

This town's a sink hole. There's no where to get out and interact with eligible potential girlfriends and fix anything.

I'm feeling extra mega rotten right now due to the sudden circumstances in things, and it all sucks just that much more to not >really< have a friend who I can effectively vent to. There's a lot of stuff in life one can just let off their chest and feel better - There's a lot of stuff which would actually require some sort of helpful life suggestion to fix...

Then there's stuff that actually requires some caring individual step in and guide the inflicted soul towards fixing their problems - And I'm afraid out of all my friends, no one is capable enough or cares enough..

My friends are concerned for my well being for sure, but I only have one friend who can really >do< anything to help, and he probably has exactly what he needs to be effective, but he won't step in - I guess that's the nature of things when people are living their lives.

Nowhere to go, nothing to do, nobody to talk to... I gotta get outta here. :/